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Pope Benedict xiv. |
I
feel I [ought to] carry everyone in prayer, in a present that is God’s,
where I recall every meeting, every voyage, every pastoral visit. I
gather everyone and every thing in prayerful recollection, in order to
entrust them to the Lord: in order that we might have full knowledge of
His will, with every wisdom and spiritual understanding, and in order
that we might comport ourselves in a manner that is worthy of Him, of
His, bearing fruit in every good work (cf. Col 1:9-10).
At
this time, I have within myself a great trust [in God], because I know –
all of us know – that the Gospel’s word of truth is the strength of the
Church: it is her life. The Gospel purifies and renews: it bears fruit
wherever the community of believers hears and welcomes the grace of God
in truth and lives in charity. This is my faith, this is my joy.
When, almost eight years ago, on April 19th,
[2005], I agreed to take on the Petrine ministry, I held steadfast in
this certainty, which has always accompanied me. In that moment, as I
have already stated several times, the words that resounded in my heart
were: “Lord, what do you ask of me? It a great weight that You place on
my shoulders, but, if You ask me, at your word I will throw out the
nets, sure that you will guide me” – and the Lord really has guided me.
He has been close to me: daily could I feel His presence. [These years]
have been a stretch of the Church’s pilgrim way, which has seen moments
joy and light, but also difficult moments. I have felt like St. Peter
with the Apostles in the boat on the Sea of Galilee: the Lord has given
us many days of sunshine and gentle breeze, days in which the catch has
been abundant; [then] there have been times when the seas were rough and
the wind against us, as in the whole history of the Church it has ever
been - and the Lord seemed to sleep. Nevertheless, I always knew that
the Lord is in the barque, that the barque of the Church is not mine,
not ours, but His - and He shall not let her sink. It is He, who steers
her: to be sure, he does so also through men of His choosing, for He
desired that it be so. This was and is a certainty that nothing can
tarnish. It is for this reason, that today my heart is filled with
gratitude to God, for never did He leave me or the Church without His
consolation, His light, His love.
We
are in the Year of Faith, which I desired in order to strengthen our
own faith in God in a context that seems to push faith more and more
toward the margins of life. I would like to invite everyone to renew
firm trust in the Lord. I would like that we all, entrust ourselves as
children to the arms of God, and rest assured that those arms support us
and us to walk every day, even in times of struggle. I would like
everyone to feel loved by the God who gave His Son for us and showed us
His boundless love. I want everyone to feel the joy of being Christian.
In a beautiful prayer to be recited daily in the morning says, “I adore
you, my God, I love you with all my heart. I thank You for having
created me, for having made me a Christian.” Yes, we are happy for the
gift of faith: it is the most precious good, that no one can take from
us! Let us thank God for this every day, with prayer and with a coherent
Christian life. God loves us, but He also expects that we love Him!
At
this time, however, it is not only God, whom I desire to thank. A Pope
is not alone in guiding St. Peter’s barque, even if it is his first
responsibility – and I have not ever felt myself alone in bearing either
the joys or the weight of the Petrine ministry. The Lord has placed
next to me many people, who, with generosity and love for God and the
Church, have helped me and been close to me. First of all you, dear
Brother Cardinals: your wisdom, your counsels, your friendship, were all
precious to me. My collaborators, starting with my Secretary of State,
who accompanied me faithfully over the years, the Secretariat of State
and the whole Roman Curia, as well as all those who, in various areas,
give their service to the Holy See: the many faces which never emerge,
but remain in the background, in silence, in their daily commitment,
with a spirit of faith and humility. They have been for me a sure and
reliable support. A special thought [goes] to the Church of Rome, my
diocese! I can not forget the Brothers in the Episcopate and in the
Priesthood, the consecrated persons and the entire People of God: in
pastoral visits, in public encounters, at Audiences, in traveling, I
have always received great care and deep affection; I also loved each
and every one, without exception, with that pastoral charity which is
the heart of every shepherd, especially the Bishop of Rome, the
Successor of the Apostle Peter. Every day I carried each of you in my
prayers, with the father's heart.
I
wish my greetings and my thanks to reach everyone: the heart of a Pope
expands to [embrace] the whole world. I would like to express my
gratitude to the Diplomatic Corps accredited to the Holy See, which
makes present the great family of nations. Here I also think of all
those who work for good communication, whom I thank for their important
service.
At this point I
would like to offer heartfelt thanks to all the many people throughout
the whole world, who, in recent weeks have sent me moving tokens of
concern, friendship and prayer. Yes, the Pope is never alone: now I
experience this [truth] again in a way so great as to touch my very
heart. The Pope belongs to everyone, and so many people feel very close
to him. It’s true that I receive letters from the world's greatest
figures - from the Heads of State, religious leaders, representatives of
the world of culture and so on. I also receive many letters from
ordinary people who write to me simply from their heart and let me feel
their affection, which is born of our being together in Christ Jesus, in
the Church. These people do not write me as one might write, for
example, to a prince or a great figure one does not know. They write as
brothers and sisters, sons and daughters, with the sense of very
affectionate family ties. Here, one can touch what the Church is – not
an organization, not an association for religious or humanitarian
purposes, but a living body, a community of brothers and sisters in the
Body of Jesus Christ, who unites us all. To experience the Church in
this way and almost be able to touch with one’s hands the power of His
truth and His love, is a source of joy, in a time in which many speak of
its decline.
In recent
months, I felt that my strength had decreased, and I asked God with
insistence in prayer to enlighten me with His light to make me take the
right decision – not for my sake, but for the good of the Church. I have
taken this step in full awareness of its severity and also its novelty,
but with a deep peace of mind. Loving the Church also means having the
courage to make difficult, trying choices, having ever before oneself
the good of the Church and not one’s own.
Here
allow me to return once again to April 19, 2005. The gravity of the
decision was precisely in the fact that from that moment on I was
committed always and forever by the Lord. Always – he, who assumes the
Petrine ministry no longer has any privacy. He belongs always and
totally to everyone, to the whole Church. His life is, so to speak,
totally deprived of the private sphere. I have felt, and I feel even in
this very moment, that one receives one’s life precisely when he offers
it as a gift. I said before that many people who love the Lord also love
the Successor of Saint Peter and are fond of him, that the Pope has
truly brothers and sisters, sons and daughters all over the world, and
that he feels safe in the embrace of their communion, because he no
longer belongs to himself, but he belongs to all and all are truly his
own.
The “always” is also a
“forever” - there is no returning to private life. My decision to forgo
the exercise of active ministry, does not revoke this. I do not return
to private life, to a life of travel, meetings, receptions, conferences
and so on. I do not abandon the cross, but remain in a new way near to
the Crucified Lord. I no longer wield the power of the office for the
government of the Church, but in the service of prayer I remain, so to
speak, within St. Peter’s bounds. St. Benedict, whose name I bear as
Pope, shall be a great example in this for me. He showed us the way to a
life which, active or passive, belongs wholly to the work of God.
I
thank each and every one of you for the respect and understanding with
which you have welcomed this important decision. I continue to accompany
the Church on her way through prayer and reflection, with the
dedication to the Lord and to His Bride, which I have hitherto tried to
live daily and that I would live forever. I ask you to remember me
before God, and above all to pray for the Cardinals, who are called to
so important a task, and for the new Successor of Peter, that the Lord
might accompany him with the light and the power of His Spirit.
Let
us invoke the maternal intercession of Mary, Mother of God and of the
Church, that she might accompany each of us and the whole ecclesial
community: to her we entrust ourselves, with deep trust.
Dear
friends! God guides His Church, maintains her always, and especially in
difficult times. Let us never lose this vision of faith, which is the
only true vision of the way of the Church and the world. In our heart,
in the heart of each of you, let there be always the joyous certainty
that the Lord is near, that He does not abandon us, that He is near to
us and that He surrounds us with His love.
Thank you!